Regret

Lovelorn: the fates.

“ nobody will ever understand “ was all she kept saying when she opened her eyes. Kachollom was the only one that knew I loved pink even though I always go for things that come in purple . She was a friend to my friend but later became mine.

Life began then love happened , none of us saw it coming and I didn’t plan for it to happen that way . She got the man she wanted and I in turn got a sickness I knew nothing about. In the midst of the trauma , IV’s and final prayers , I forgot what was more important than my condition .My mind played me and I didn’t let her be there for me.

I write to you from nirvana and it is as the holy book said . Every thing is perfect, the physical pain is gone and I get everything without working for it but I lost my happiness when she lost hers. So tell her that I am sorry , tell her I wanted to go through it alone minimising the casualties,tell her she was worthy ,good enough and most importantly tell her that I love her and that thing about wings is true; she will understand.

Miidong