A plot of 5 new words

Clown

Today i engaged in the fuckery of life
Woke up hippy
Losing sight of the tears
My pillow had absorbed through the night.
I slipped into my dress
Yellow
Sun bright
Like the depression and worry
My heart carries.
Evidently i can’t reach to tone down the emotions,
They are too far sky high.
I wear the red nose like a clown in pretense
That i am the better performer
In this circus of life
Knowing deep down, i am lost

Hypermind