A mistake i’ll repeat.

I hate it.
I hate how i came to love you bad
I hate how you made me feel when you left
I hate it!

The comfort you bring to my trouble
The ears to my heart
The kisses to every single tear
The dance to my heart beat
The heart you give to everything you do
The touch, oh your touch
How I’ve come to miss the gentleness in your voice
The beauty in your smile
The liquor drenched in your laughter.

The days i cried
The pain i felt
The calls you ignored
The text that came back to me
The dreams we had
The plans we made to run away
The moments we shared together
How you threw them all away
It wrecked my heart
I wished never to see you again
It was a mistake we met
I prayed for many nights to hate you
I just couldn’t, i still can’t
And I’m willing to make this mistake all over again.

Victor Oyedele