A mistake i’ll repeat.

I have my thoughts churned inside out
For deeds and misdeeds done in the past
2018 has been one hell of an adventure
I’m no actor, but into dramas I venture
One time I was in ‘much ado for nothing’
But if I would act, it should mean something
I have finally reached a crescendo
Still haven’t found a resolution though
There is a disease called ‘falling’
How far the depths? There’s no telling
With eyes closed, I took a leap
I couldn’t see clearly but I felt the whip
I can teach you how to salvage scars
The ones that come from too many stars
Many things happened on my way to the ground
The bits of wisdom that I found
Somehow I know I’ll fall again
Don’t worry, my thoughts are sane
I am just in love with the sickness of falling
To the core of a heart I keep gravitating
Until I find the perfect fit
This mistake will be a repeat
Old dreams shatter, but let new ones form
Breaking down should not always be the norm
Life happens to give us memories
Pages filled with numerous stories
Only this time, it’s not a mistake
This step will be my final break.

Vera