A Painful Prayer

I come this time to say my mind.
The fear of fear I threw away,
and that girl i have forgiven.
I put others before my self,
That doesn’t feel good.

Dear God, I know you know what’s up
The paths I walk,do not make sense.
That choice I made was not a choice,
That guy I killed, i did with words.
Fix me, yes you can.

This time , i leave it up to you,
To right my wrongs and clean my tears.
Be the shepherd and i your sheep
I beg ,”do not give up on me ”
I can’t save my self.

Miidong.