A Painful Prayer

What is a broken heart near numb?
Are you also sleeping on me?
God! Could you answer while I talk?
This silence is why I don’t talk,
Dear God of heaven.

I can’t knit prayers anymore,
because my worry is a storm.
Each boat with your name capsizes.
God! Have I not served you enough
more than those poems?

I don’t know which is light from night,
I know mornings come and it’s same.
My knees hurt from kneeling to you,
my mouth is tired like my heart,
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