When

Too opened?
How can you say that.
You have been crashing a lot of thoughts that were on autopilot
Rock, paper, scissors
You say let’s play one more time
The weight, one sided
Falling apart like an uneven balanced jenga
Too closed off?
What are we talking about.
Walk through our memories
I showed you all you can see
Laid you on my favourite position
In my safest place
An uncrowded space
Where i am all i know
Too reckless?
High dives
Deep crash, no soft landing
An escape too distracting
Trying to put these word into feelings
But i can’t.
Answer this
WHEN?, did i ever not love you

Paulyn