Another part of me

I pretend to smile when I am in pain
I feel crazy when my heart becomes ripped and tattered
I touch these broken pieces to see how shattered
I worry if ever I’d get to fix them again
I cry because no one can see what’s hidden
I am strong minded but with a soft heart

I understand life won’t be calm without a storm
I say bad times just need time to change
I dream of life as a bee that gives honey with no sting
I try so to be still like frozen waters
I hope for a heaven where life is forever without hell
I am strong minded but with a soft heart

Tochi