As Human As I Am

When I love two people at the same time,
I break the fast with alcohol wearing spirits.
If I’m scared, there are ghosts in my room,
If I hate, it’s from a bitter part of my past.
What makes me can also break me,
what breaks me can break more humans.
I’m flawed with truth
honest with deceit
envious with laughter
and prayerful with demons.
I am a madness of who I should be,
the indifferent color of my beginning.
What makes me human is God,
so long he is alpha, I’m no better than flesh
who wounds and heal, who stops and moves forward.

Ruddapoet