Second Guess

Freely falling forward
In Love’s longing embrace
Answering a cupid’s call
We both blindly delved deep

First few weeks was well wished
We texted, talked, took long strolls
We never ever wavered
Constantly cuddling and kissing

Time tick-tock to today
A varying version of yesterday
Feelings of destitute and desertion
Climbing, clamping, closing in.

Sad eyes staring strangely
Wandering, wistfully, lost!
I still sense some doubts
Thoughts tearing and tampering

Will I win his heart?
Or his cares clear my chaotic mind?
I secretly second guess
My proper place.

Vera