A Painful Prayer

Abba Father, in the heavens,
I try hard to believe you care
Because, every time seems not like
And every prayer seems unheard
Each night I cry out

I will pour my heart at your feet
I won’t care if you step on it
Whatever you ask, you receive
But how many times did you give
That which I have asked

You have not being fair like the sun
To shine out my night and give light
But I’ll wait on your will to ride
For even if I go from you
Whom shall I go to?

Tochi