Single, Lonely & Ashamed

I tried cutting myself today,
A game I play.
When I am bored,
or feel ignored.

He should know I crave attention.
This connection,
of ours kills him
that’s why he’s slim.

I’m too ashamed of being single,
Simi would giggle.
she’s been counting
The men I’m dating.

I have tried and now I am tired.
my head, rewired.
Single is bliss,
I’m done with this.

I don’t think I can be lonely.
Love is mostly
a lie we want,
like fake lace front.

I’m not ashamed to say it though.
I’m sure you know,
I’m done with love.
It’s all a bluff.

Yeni