In Experience

I was the expected psychotic among the trio
I’ve held grudges for worthless reasons
I lost my sense of humor and became a sadist
I tell you sincerely, I think everyone hated me.
Once I tried to lose my life
Twice I was robbed with a knife
I bought pepper sprays for safety afterwards
I love artistic environments
I‘ve been scared of running out of time
I’ve seen people lose faith in me
I’m not one to care or act like I do
I learned the hard way that the world is a war zone
I’ve heard stories of me that blew my mind
I’ve had a kind of freedom I never expected
I once drank alcohol till I was woozy
And only one person in the world thinks I am a comedian
I have a coded family
I witnessed a persons intestine rotten
I will testify a lot to my family when I’m ready
I have stories that crack my soul and tear my heart
I found out they don’t matter anymore.

LARDO