Lotus flower

Sorry for things left unsaid,
Philophobia was a friend,
Was in love but scared to show,
I was weak, was wrong.

A pack of feelings not shown,
Sorry for those eyes that hurt,
From getting faint emotions,
I deserve you not.

Lame fears got the best of me.
Just when my learning was done,
You squirted tears from my thoughts,
Left me weakly strong.

Tomide Abdul