A Palinode In Between

I would tear down my walls and open the door
Because I thought you would be worth it
Maybe this time every feeling I pour
Won’t end up in the hands of a cheat
But how dumb can I be again
Rerunning the same coasts and still falling for the pain

It’s crazy how I felt this would be different
It seemed like you had the perfect everything
For this my dim-witted heart, u need a treatment
So it wouldn’t trip for anything
It’s time to seal up those valves for good
And direct my love to the direction of food

I know this may sound like regret or numbness,
But I’ve healed and decided to let you out.
Some like me live a life that is loveless,
But that doesn’t make us weak, no doubt.
It’s the life I’ve been given not the one I chose.
But it’s better to admit and live it, and of course increase the dose.

YENI