I took to traveling when safety presented her self as unsafe. The roads were far from friendly and I failed my self over and over for a cup of water. I was out to find answers to a string of jelly questions, but most importantly ; I was out to find God. God had taken to hide and seek and sometimes he will show his face right after he laughed at my mortality.
“ you are so much like me” he reminded me when he picked up the phone. I fixed a date but he didn’t show up. I searched to the ends of the earth, in pages , through rituals in holy and unholy places but he still didn’t show him self. Finally I found him the day I finally let him find me.
God only shows himself to who chooses him. I found God the day I found myself.